Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Warnings and the Dark

I've been here in Toxian City for a while now. It's really a strange place , and clues seem to come more frequently about what is to come. Something dark and ancient is trying to claw its way into our world. I don't always know what goes on when the messenger takes over. I've only to hear the cryptic messages from the ones she tells. Going to the dream lands, and that night of off circumstances seems to have made the messengers incarnation more pronounced. I can feel a power within me not my own. I can tell.. even a strange entity like that can feel fear.

Severus did help me to understand a little more who this messenger is. One of the names I heard in my dreams was Morrigan. I read about this goddess. Sometimes she is singular, sometimes she has three aspects. Though it's known that she used to take the form of a raven and loom over battlefields. It might be why Raven has such a strong connection to her. Both watch over the dead. Only that bird didn't bother to tell me untill I had enough clues to realize something more was going on. I'm touched by death, or so some say. I don't know if I should be afraid about that or not. I know whatever is coming to this city, I'm going to know, and even if I'm scared I feel I'm not going to be one of the lucky ones that flees the city while they have the chance.

I never asked to be this, maybe I was already chosen before. I'm still scared of knowing what kind of thing even a god could fear. I don't like to think about it.

Joah has even had several dreams and then there are the strange twins that were seen. Whatever is happening is already taking place.

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